Thursday, January 10, 2008

In restless dreams I walked alone

My blogs lately have been mostly about my ailments, (seriously what is up with me? I feel like I am 80), Leah and the twins, or David.

But what about me?
I don't know.

I really don't know. I told David the other day that I feel like we are on a life raft in the ocean. No paddles. Just sloshing along. No direction. Just watching the days pass east to west.

This is not how I like to live my life. I guess sometimes you have to let the current take you where it will.

I don't know where we are going or what we are planning on doing. We are just kind of floating.

I don't like it but I guess it is ok.


p.s. I am creeping into becoming an insomniac.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Analee,
Just catching up on your blog. I just have to say, you don't have to worry about being a good Aunt Analee. You already are--doing so much to help those little boys stay put until the right time, helping their mommy so much. So have doubts about some things in life, but not that.
Hope your finger/bottom/toe is all better now.
Luv,
Tia Kay