At some point I fell through a wormhole. I am in a world that doesn't make sense and doesn't look like my life anymore.
Four years ago today I got a call that my Juni Bean had died.
I feel now that her death was a heavy blow, but the timing was like the last thing my heart could bear. And Juni's sudden death ushered in a dark time in my life. I cannot remember the date 5 years ago when my life changed forever but I do know I could have picked up the pieces, but losing my pretty Juni sent me down.
So today I remember a little life that brought me so much joy and happiness. Yet I also remember and morn a turning point in my life.
Abbey is my spring and came to me a month after Juni's passing. Watching her heal her wounds of being abandoned at a Quiznos has made me so happy. She is a normal cat now. She is so sweet and loving. I really think Rigby helped heal Abbey. But David too. Once David got out of the Navy Abbey improved so much. She likes having two "parents."
I feel like at some point I will see my life as it should be and not this distorted path that I am on. I will get back to reality.
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