there's a hole in my bucket

Simply put

I am overwhelmed.

I keep waiting for something positive to blog about, but never seem to get there. Our hearts are heavy. I've been working non-stop just to try and keep my mind busy with other things. Been working hard at work, coming home and working hard for RBC. David was ill last week and spent the week taking care of him, because at least then the sad things would stay a little deeper, tucked away.

But they come out. As much as I try I can not keep them far enough away because it is close. I am overcome with how close and do not want to watch her go.

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