I just want to know why I am bored.
And why, because I am bored I have the urge to eat ice cream and candy. And to avoid that urge to eat I can't think of anything else to do but shop and spend money that I can't spend. And to avoid that I sit at the computer and become more and more bored.
I have lots to do. I have a monster list. I could be doing laundry or cleaning my room, or working on a college essay (don't ask) or EXERCISING!! (to name a few)
But do I work on completing that list? Nope. I just think of the ice cream, candy and clothes, (a dress from old navy, a new swim suit) that I want.
Why? Why do I do that?
Why can't I have the urge to run around the block and get all sweaty and out of breath?
Why can't I have the urge to fold laundry? or clean up my messy room?
Why am I bored but don't want to do anything?
ugh.
1 comment:
Analee,
Just got off Grammie Kay duty for 7 days so am catching up on your blog. I am glad for you to get to hear David's voice. It is better than email, I am sure. I know the separation must be hard. It is normal to get kind of bored and down, but time is marching on, getting closer to his return. I wanted to tell you about a website that is fun to read. It is 101cookbooks. The author, Hiedi, just enjoys sharing her recipes and stories about food. I even enter comments occasionally. Her recipes are vegetarian, but good. You might enjoy experimenting with some of them. I have.
I have some stories to write about my "Grammie Kay adventure" week. It was very tiring, physically and mentally, but precious. I know why people have kids in their 20's and not in their 60's for sure. I thought about Sarah ( Abraham's wife). I hope she had a nanny.HA
Luv,
Tia Kay
Post a Comment