Everything will work itself out

I am starting to believe that maybe everything will work itself out. I guess lately one of the reasons I have not been doing a whole lot and taking chances that I normally would have was because I was afraid and worried of making the same mistakes and just being that screw up. But it is when I let go that I feel confident and able to do anything. Eventually stuff does just work out alright. Especially my little babies there, lying next to each other like they were never anything but friends. (Isn't Rigby getting so big!?!)

"Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow; they toil not, neither do they spin" Mathew 6:28 I used to read that and think well duh they don't toil they are flowers, real tough life that flowers have going for them there. But maybe there is some truth in it. Not that bad things will never come along, I think we are promised that they will, but that it will pass. Maybe if I can live my life with less worry of the pain that I will encounter and more on the joys this will be a better year.

Usually I hate new years. Mostly because it is all over the place about starting new, new body, new career, new goals and it reminds me that I have so much that I could do better on. I hate society telling me I am not good enough. But I guess I have gotten to a point where geesh I DO need to change some stuff. I don't exercise, and I need to. I eat to feel happy, and I really need to stop that. And with my list that grows and grows I tend to feel over whelmed. But this year I pledge on the internet-to the world- (really just leah and michael but part of my other goal is to get my blog readership up) that I will achieve some of my goals by taking baby steps. Cause what is so wrong with baby steps, they are still steps.

So I move forward however slowly.